So, guess who I got a call from today? That’s right, Allie’s in town. As much as I’ve tried to want to be mean to her for the way that she treats me, I still spent some time with her, cause I’m a nice (or stupid) guy like that. When I went to meet her, I took Phil and Todd with me as backup, and they did very well (cool points for my Former Favored Freshmen). Allie and I went up to visit Ken in his apartment, then had a little talk (finally). I yelled at her for a bit, but she was just so calm and justifying…
I feel like an idiot for not treating her badly. I feel like I have every right to treat her like dirt, cause heaven knows she’s treated me like that. But my need to not have people upset with me causes me not to stand up for myself for too long. It’s a weakness, but how can I work on being a jerk? And should I do that anyway?
I guess I just want to have a good relationship with all of my exs, no matter how they treated me. Is that so wrong?